On the consequences and responsibilities of limitless comprehension

Did I step on your toes recently? — you're welcome. It means I care enough about you to bother. The complete scope of my social interactions at this point in my life can be boiled down to three basic ideas: I'm no longer surprised by anything that human beings do, and whenever a person does anything at all, with a little bit of contextual research I can always fully comprehend the WHY of the behavior; I'm still curious about the supercedent behavioral vacuum inside of which all of these things occur — i.e. the infinity of dynamic reasons behind why people don't, can't or won't learn to understand their own natures; and lastly, I would like very much to share the serene transparency of omniscience with the rest of my species... particularly in light of the dire obstacles to our survival we are erecting and reinforcing in our day-to-day lives. Someday, we might actually have a true need to evolve beyond our current awareness of what is possible - and when that time comes, an ability to transition naturally will be a precious and vital commodity.

So, please, if you feel compelled to take anything I say or write personally - DO. It's because I would rather you NOT some day blink out of this particular phase of your existence with no justifiable realization of your significance to the universe. In that very last fraction of a second after your human body dies, when the energy in your brain is released from its duties, your last thought will be a perfectly honest one shared with only yourself - stripped of all of the control-fallacies and delusory mechanisms that modern life inspires (and which we seem convinced it necessitates). Wouldn't you like to know what that thought will be, before it's too late to change it? Wouldn't you like to see yourself as you really are more than just the once - as you are leaving that self behind for something else?

I know what that will be like, for me - and, in the quiet, neutral vacuum surrounding the stabilized nucleus of that epiphany, I have realized the pinnacle of my existence. It's rather cozy. You'd like it. And I'm going to continue saying and writing things that you might be able to use as tools to get there, if you were to choose to think of ideas as just that: tools for evolution. The existing systems in which our lives are entangled function absolutely contrary to that goal of growth beyond our present selves; their functions are derived from obsolete instincts intended to keep us ALIVE at ANY cost, and that means keeping us the same so long as we are alive. I can't help but point out that cost - and I will continue to do so until you can't look at life without realizing how much of it we waste by default... and how that obsolete wastefulness is not only holding us back, but pushing us backwards.

Abortion : JUST SAY NO... to discussing this total fucking non-issue, you utter morons.

Personally, abortion is too practical of a population control measure for me to write off — and practical measures are too desperately necessary AND scarce today to ignore the solutions they provide, especially given the fact that nobody is willing to do the hard thing and actually implement *better* solutions intelligently. The whole "choice vs. life" conflict is just another faux issue—even without getting into the literal craziness of putting a "vs." between the terms "choice" and "life," both of which distill into exactly the same single idea—in a long line of distractions. This is another excellent modern example of how language is expertly used to lead otherwise intelligent people to stupid conclusions.

Here's my better proposal, which makes abortion a moot concept entirely. Let's look at the bigger picture here, and instead call it for exactly what it actually is: "Pro-Stupidity-With-Entitlement-to-no-Consequences vs. Being-Held-Accountable-to-Choosing-WELL-in-EVERYTHING-YOU-DO". If people TOOK their right to control their own bodies instead of waiting for things to "work out" in their favor (i.e. don't let any other human being alive dictate your birth control practices or what you do or don't have access to), exercised a modicum of common sense when it came to comprehensively sexually-educating children (so they weren't so utterly susceptible to sex-media programming and thus *guaranteed* to make so many obvious idiotic choices out of insecurity and ignorance), and stopped having babies after the first child, the population problem would eventually correct itself - though it would still take at least 20 generations.

With that as the "best case" alternative available, how on Earth can rational minds argue against abortion - which is the rational ethical equivalent of clipping one's nails? People can rationalize *anything*; that's the nearly-universally-ignored inevitable consequence of creativity and imagination in the absence of critical logical thinking. It's also the literal antithesis of "rational thinking," an extreme shortage of which is responsible for just about all of humankind's existing problems (more by the minute). But if that doesn't fill in all the lines, there IS more to it: money interests. If skin cells ever become economically relevant, for instance, you can bet your bottom dollar that a social issue analogous to that of abortion will arise - in the form of something along the lines of "Washcloths = murder," and "Your epidermis can't choose for itself - so you have to," and other equivalently-idiotic rhetoric and drama which function only to bury real issues beneath trendy—superficial and thus meaningless—poster-children. (And how's that for an ironic turn of phrase?)

 

 

Because—at a certain IQ—there's just nothing else interesting to do.

I was bored, so I just invented a simple musically-syntactic universal language based on sound.

Complete comprehension/mastery of the language only requires the capability to produce or understand any single sound, of any pitch, quality and loudness perceivable by typical human senses, and the ability to discern general vertical relativity in physical space (all other conceivable criteria are explicitly extraneous in this case). It is functional both literally (using the perception of the abstracted sound wave's physical structure as its keystone "height") and relatively (to the vertical space occupied by any component, relative to its other components).

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If one were to embellish the presentation a bit, it would translate to something like this:

For the first time, really?

(Referring to: http://blog.petflow.com/this-is-a-video-everyone-needs-to-see-for-the-first-time-in-my-life-im-speechless/ )

Stupid me - all these years, I've also been drawing attention to a bunch of totally obvious things that nobody seems to pay attention to... but apparently I made a gross misjudgment in the comprehensive ability of the general population (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) by neglecting to rhyme it and pay actors to participate!

Thank god somebody took that enormous intellectual leap FOR me!

No matter how far I know that collective human intelligence has fallen, this video proves that I can still find myself occasionally surprised as it pushes the boundaries of even my lowest and most pessimistic expectations.

I am at a loss for words to say to everyone circulating this video, except for this:

If you need a video to open your eyes to this, it's too late for you.

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Worried about big, looming epiphanies? Concerned that you'll be mercilessly and impersonally reamed by unrestricted knowledge putting its big, scary hands all over your vulnerable soul? You're not alone. And now, you don't have to FEEL alone, either.

Billions of humans suffer from a chronic unwillingness to endure the minor temporary pains of new and unfamiliar comprehension. Clinical studies have recently proven that most people would rather construct a layer-cake of fragile delusions around the lives and limited perspectives they've happened to experience so far, rather than suffer unnecessarily at the hands of universal truths that might otherwise force them to confront difficult and unappealing realities.

Pathologically-Avoidant Behavior Syndrome is real, and it's currently the most prevalent and misunderstood naturally-occurring handicap known to humankind. Since the dawn of human civilization, P.A.B.S. has been stigmatized by a handful of elitist jerks who think their selfless quests for truth entitle them to the right to judge those of lazier, more apathetic affectations.

But now, there's hope!

After all these years, there's finally some great news for sufferers of P.A.B.S. Some of the brightest politicians and advertisers among us have discovered an ideal way for YOU to protect yourself from the uncomfortable growth and beneficial behavioral reform caused by logical thinking, honest self-analysis, and the plagues of intrinsic truths that these psychological diseases have historically inflicted upon the supermajority of specially-gifted humans blessed with Pathologically-Avoidant Behavior Syndrome.

The solution is free, effortless, and is readily available online, on television, and in the empty eyes of everyone around you: "iHymen."

Do you ever feel isolated from your friends who are always stuck in cycles of willful ignorance and self-limiting behavioral patterns? Don't you wish that you, too, could openly embrace the irrational and factually erroneous beliefs of everyone around you? No matter how far you've wandered from the comfy teat of intellectual apathy and the status quo, iHymen can help restore the natural balance of your arbitrary social prerogatives.

iHymen is simple and easy to use: simply plug in to the vast network of iHymen users all over the world, and you're done. That's it! Just by participating, you will instantly begin to feel the benefits of the iHymen mechanism: as more and more people with P.A.B.S. gather to celebrate their unremarkable natures, distill out the uncomfortable differences and variances among them, and cast off their cumbersome chains of reality, it'll become easier and easier for each subsequent participant to do the same - and YOU can be the next to join!

The snowball is already rolling. No effort whatsoever is required on your part. Simply choose to stop choosing. Give up the burdens of biological and intellectual freedom; shed your responsibility to the universe and your fellow human. Life is short - you have just as much right as anyone else to waste it in whatever arbitrary fashion you choose! And now, with iHymen, you can join the world's largest community and reinforce that singular, wonderful feeling of denial with others just like you.

The fact that universal truths exist and often fly in the face of modern human behavior doesn't mean that you should be forced to acknowledge them or change accordingly.

It's YOUR mind, and "no" means "no!"

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Irrelevant! All of it! All of you!

Has it occurred to anybody else to seriously question modern human phenotypes? Propagation is still the only significant component of *actual* human evolution, despite the fact that it hasn't been biologically relevant for many thousands of years. With each successive generation we continue to weed out the exceptional and remarkable among us, lowering the ceiling of our immediate potential for self-awareness and achievement and relegating the role of human civilization as a whole to simple continuity of existence. Where once adaptation in this direction may have been necessary for our survival as a species, we have now over-specialized in basic survival to such an extreme that, as a collective, we are actually incapable of doing ANYTHING ELSE well. Only a very few members of human society ever actually use their mid-to-higher-level cognitive functions, and we are so adept at mitigating our own denial that we have created "niches" in our societies for these more highly-evolved individuals to thrive... in safe isolation from those essential social mechanisms which keep us stupid - and which ensure we continue reproducing as efficiently as possible, while growing backwards intellectually.

— because we can't risk some rogue intelligent thought permanently damaging our once hard-fought (now hardly-fought) status quo!

Those most capable of mindless imitation are presently the most likely to reproduce. Those least likely to think for themselves, to ask questions about their natures or futures which extend beyond the scope of their current limited perspectives, those with the highest capacity for self-deception ("I CHOSE to be like this, to look like this, to think like this, just because I'm me - and nobody else had any say in it. I live solely for my own reasons! I'm my own person.") are the founders of our future... and so, with nearly every new human birth, our actual "humanity" dies - but, of course, intellectual death is so far ahead in the race right now that its coattails are "probably just a trick of the light, anyway."

No need to worry.

CERTAINLY no need to change... certainly not radically, desperately, as if the future of our species REMAINING "our species" depended upon it.

Which behaviors and traits are ultimately passed along from generation to generation—now through almost exclusively social means rather than biological—is irrelevant. None of them are remarkable anymore. Our physical selves are so heavily modified by purely aesthetic—meaningless—choices that we are all physically polymorphic to the point of insanity; our thought processes are so heavily and skillfully managed both internally and externally that our intellects are worthless beyond the scope of our own pitiful social power struggles. Even across xeno-geographical barriers, our social homogenization process is prevailing over true growth or *useful* evolution; people all over the world now buy the same brands of clothing, wear the same hair styles, listen to the same music, worship the same few gods - and with each passing year, the diversity of once-"human culture" will continue to diminish until humanity is just like the surface of the ocean: endlessly vast, moving only to its own monotonous rhythm, undifferentiated, unremarkable... and completely oblivious to its potential for purpose.

What better fate could there be for us, though? If we really come from dust and ashes, so to speak, it seems poetic and just that after all our millennia of concerted efforts to shirk our responsibility to our potential, we are actually lobotomizing ourselves more and more with every passing moment. When the time comes for us to return to the ground, the transition from "human" to "nothing" will thus be far less jarring than if we had actually made "something" of ourselves.

Eventually, there will be no such transition necessary - and "eventually" is much closer than you think.

Like a scrotum, here it is in a nut shell:

Idiots. Idiots! Mindless, endless idiots!

A lot of people need to be chainsaw-fucked sideways - especially the idiots who believe they are more entitled to a particular intrinsic right or freedom than any other person.

If I were to jog through YOUR church, break your stained-glass windows, leave my trash all over your floor, make a bunch of noise just because I can, and then get all up in your face when you asked me to be respectful - would YOU feel violated?

Think about that the next time you're out in nature, people. Remember to be respectful whenever you're someplace with more acres than humans. Some of us follow a more fundamental religion, and we can only worship in our church when no trace of YOU exists at all.

THAT is why I can't understand how everybody just accepts living the way we "live": we're a million different species of highly complicated organisms with infinite potential for self expansion and an equally infinite drive to achieve it, each *needing* our own enormous habitats just to be fundamentally alive and well - and yet we're crammed like generic fucking sardines into the cities and streets and complexes of human civilization, like so many tiny batteries plugged into a machine so large we can't see its edges and thus can't help but struggle to recognize it... AND WE'RE OKAY WITH THIS?!

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? And just as importantly, why is nobody upset about it!? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, PEOPLE!?

Are we all really, truly, so resigned to our own potential for infinite apathy that we can no longer honestly approach the very topic of our own intrinsic NEEDS? ... yet we have the energy to squander our entire lives on the farthest edges of the least immediate and most superficial philosophical ripples derived from these issues we're so skillfully and categorically ignoring and denying.

The psychological ramifications of the median human lifestyle are unimaginable. The internal cognitive stresses of just waking up in the morning are so severe and debilitating—and in turn so vividly rendered in our day to day behaviors—that I just don't fucking understand how every single human being alive isn't up in arms about it...

... unless, just maybe, every single human being alive IS - and most of them just can't see through their own bullshit long enough to call it for what it is.

Samael - "Slavocracy"

Why? Because you'll never hear it on the radio. The many gems of life, such as these, have long been hidden beneath the ocean of blindness we live in. Its innumerable witless denizens conspire to obscure wonders both new and old from those inquiring minds which have aspirations of anything meaningful. We can't allow them to succeed.

We have to share our secret discoveries and epiphanies with each other, or we will only ever know anything by our own good fortune as we grasp in the dark on our way to the grave.

"I wish that I could take you by the hand
Lead you through blurry views
And give you access to your own self"

Quintessential Humanity

Today, I distilled an essential sample of "Current Human Civilization," and this is what it looks like under close inspection:

Son, I am disappoint.

— but I told you so.

Spiraling through time

The Art of Sarcasm

"Potentially, a government is the most dangerous threat to man's rights: it holds a legal monopoly on the use of physical force against legally disarmed victims."
Ayn Rand

Consent to be ruled is not implied by birthplace or geographical habitation status. "Social contract" is obfuscatory rhetoric which, in modern society, actually *means* "personal laziness and apathy for one's present circumstance."

Has anyone else asked, "What does my government actually do for me... that I both *need* AND cannot do for myself?"

Please, don't ask that question! If people were to apply those sorts of hippie introspective criticisms to reality, they would inevitably realize that they are spending 33% of their lives working for utterly useless purposes. If people were to over-think their simple, uncomplicated, totally-benign and utterly perfect circumstances just for the sake of doing so, they might make the mistake of comprehending that the 7.5+% of their waking lives that they pay in taxes only returns benefits in the form of legal systems that don't protect anyone; civil infrastructures that are never implemented and thus don't exist - yet still somehow manage to be riddled with corruption at every level; armed forces to defend us, yet whose actual function is to allow corporate takeovers of other economies... so our materially-wealthiest 0.5% can swim in even deeper pools of cash and pay even less for the average citizens to clean them.

Good lord, if people were to examine their lives with a modicum of objectivity or, worse, allowed any notion of value for one's personal freedoms or natural rights—god help them, they're just so lost—to fester in their brains, they might be tempted to pick up their soon-to-be-totally-outlawed weapons and take back their lives or else die trying.

So, folks, PLEASE - for the love of authoritarian slavery everywhere, do not ask ANY questions about the nature of the way you live your life! Do not, under any circumstances, allow logic, critical reasoning, or self-respect to taint your perceptions of this otherwise rosy life you live. You are, after all, utterly and completely satisfied to the utmost by your present condition; you require nothing, you want nothing beyond what you have, and there is absolutely nothing at all either material or philosophical that you cannot attain from the comfort of your highest possible social role.

... Right?

Great! Go about your business, then.
That 33% of your life ain't gonna waste itself!

This is my mental every-day.

I Feel Speed

You want to know why I am compelled to hang on to my car, despite how impractical and inherently superficial it is? Of course you do, because you're a human being with a brain! Forgive the stupid question. I will get right down to it.

When I'm driving my car, I get to interact with REAL people - those parts of people that reflect some fundamental aspect of their real selves, without the five-layer bullshit-burrito-sandwich of everyday socialization. When people are in their cars, those cars become the physical representations of their psychological space - and when the boundaries of those spaces interact, they do so in exact accordance with the laws of actual psychology, rather than simple sociology. People drive half the speed limit in the fast lane... on purpose; people pass you from the slow lane just to get fifteen feet in front of you... then slow down to the exact same speed as you for an hour without batting an eyelash; people cut you off, then slam on their brakes because they want you to hit them and they want the chance to feel justified in hitting you back hard enough to kill you - because you saw the break in traffic at that last onramp and got ahead, while they fell behind.

When people drive, it's their animal instincts behind the wheel. Now, sure, for some people, those instincts have devolved to "following the car in front of you until you get to your stop," but every once in awhile, even in those non-living members of our non-functioning society, a spark of perfectly rational, totally-justifiable rage will lash out at you as you're passing them by, because they know that your speed can be an analogy of your progress and self-control - and they don't want to be reminded of how pathetic and afraid they are. Even those brief little moments of loss-of-control are hopeful; they might be the only truthful reactions left in life, for some people.

I like driving because it reminds me that some people still have real humanity left, and that they're literally dying to let it out - just let it out and fucking destroy this sham of an existence that everyone's bought into and continues to perpetuate. When driving, people are aware—on at least some level—of their rights to have personal space and absolute control over it - and because they're isolated from the toxic environment of direct social contact and the unnatural burdens of social connectivity, they aren't as afraid to defend their hard-fought and well-deserved territory... as is their nature and sovereign birthright. 

Every once in awhile, I encounter a few people on the road who aren't complete fucking pussies - and it makes me smile in appreciation... even as I swerve to bait them into a hopefully-fatal accident, after they cut me off when I was kind enough to let them merge. I'm always the king of the jungle in my car, because I'm the more skilled driver - but god damnit, it's just really fucking nice to see some teeth every once in awhile, even if it's from paltry hyena.

I'll always have the highway.

Sometimes, Lyrics Work

I'm going nowhere! (With a smile!)

Sail away from the world...

So steer a course - a course for nowhere,
And drop the anchor: my little empire;

I'm going nowhere!
I'm going nowhere!
I'm going nowhere!

- The Good Ship Lifestyle

"Courage," or some such nonsensical rhetoric

"Long is the way, and hard, that out of Hell leads to light." - John Milton.

The *Real* Circle of Life

Life is pain mitigated only by choice of perceptive context,
Our ability to sleep is the eye of its perpetual storm;
Insomnia is life closing that eye to get some sleep of its own -
Regenerating its will to carry on, even as its momentum continues to pulverize:
A perfect system.
Suddenly I understand the necessity of inevitable death,
And while I look forward to experiencing it someday,
Right now I just want to fucking sleep.
I'm not dead yet, and I need a break.

It doesn't take a genius - just a non-idiot...

The following video is hilarious! ... for all of the wrong ironic reasons. Isn't the matriarchal vs patriarchal society non-issue becoming boring for everyone yet? Yes, high-rolling corporate assholes of the female persuasion are still sometimes paid less than high-rolling corporate assholes of the male persuasion in situations where all other factors and contexts are equal and identical... unless, of course, they simply open their mouths and demand appropriate pay before accepting something less than that... which, strangely enough, is exactly as true for men! As for the vast majority of people, earning incomes beneath the 6-figure margin, umm... somebody's not doing their research. Unless I'm mistaken, and this is actually the early 20th century - and that could certainly be the case...

In the parts of real life that actually matter at least a little bit, however, men and women are equally horrible to each other; they've just developed creatively different ways of going about it over the centuries. Anybody who believes otherwise is, well... drinking their own fucking kool-aid. But fuuuuck that true shit! Let's get MAD and SELF-RIGHTEOUS coz it feels GOOD and coz we're all fucking BABIES and all we wanna do is feel like GOOD FUCKIN' BABIES RIGHT FUCKIN' NOW because we fuckin' caaaaaan! RAAAAAR!

Instead of working on the root of the problem, let's continue to invent totally arbitrary and utterly meaningless standards of comparison which require only marginalization as justification... and then ignore the obvious fact that every human being living in society is equally marginalized just by breathing, and that any particular group claiming that they are the "rightful" victim is preaching to a choir of preachers who've been preachers since they were born.

Instead of trying to un-fuck our perceptions of reality, let's just pretend that each of us deserves to have whatever the hell we want, because we want it - ignoring the fact that we have all given up our rights to live lives of any kind of rational or logical sense or progression, and that society is a machine that only functions how it's designed to, and that it requires the explicit cooperation of both men and women to perpetuate ANY of its injustices... almost as if participation is both the cause and the effect!

Let's ignore the fact that anybody involved on any level has no legitimate right to complain about the reality they've courted into enslaving themselves. We're all being existentially raped at all times; arguing semantics makes you a fucking idiot. Look up the word "irrelevant," then look up the word "redundant," and then combine them into one word whose present-day vernacular means both of those things: "activism."

Let's continue to divide and compartmentalize our petty, superficial, short-sighted frustrations over and over and over again until they've been chopped into delusions small and palatable enough that we can turn them into popular focal points for the latest "activism" trend, then devote our lives to them, and eventually become the problem we maybe once sort-of wanted to eliminate.

... Because, as human cogs in human society, that's exactly what we do!

Here's just one more totally unremarkable drop in the bucket to demonstrate (see video below).

I have unfortunate news, unknown French filmmakers: the stink of everyone's shit is the ONLY thing at all equitable about human society, but you can make yours stink even worse when you whine and throw it all over the internet. Your "is not! - is too!" point would be clearer if you didn't dress it up in adult clothes. If it were me, I would have just filmed 10 minutes of a sippy cup full of apple juice against a backdrop of some scattered cheerios and called it "MOMMMMMMM! His pile of cheerios is bigger than mine!"

This is to intellectual relevance as Honey Boo Boo is to sane parenting.

What if...

As I wandered through my mind today, I pondered how I imagined the universe might most like to play, and as I did I wrote:

A little birdie, sailing through time and space before a wake of cosmic dust behind its asteroid boat, whispered something to my eyeball that caused my soul to rust and which I ought not paraphrase, and so I quote: "The "matrix" we know is just one of many leaves on a low-hanging branch, and its parent tree—the sum of the layers of perception you are capable of achieving as your purest selves in your greatest moments of believing—is just one again of many more fictitious fixations like it - casting their great shadows by the lights of your small fireflies of hope, inside of which are born and live and die an infinity of entire forests you cannot hope to know or ever even spy." Then, with a cathartic sigh, the little birdie rattled and died - its final and most comprehensive truth conveyed, in which its honest acceptance of a truly impossible dream allowed for it the most peaceful possible end that could ever find any living thing: no longer living, and thus no longer a lie.